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Broke The Ice...

I have broken the ice with Trouble...via Facebook message but I did it.  I don't know at this point if it'll do much I can only hope so.  Here is what I wrote:

"Dad has been wanting me to break the ice with you but I'm finding it very difficult to do in-person for many reasons. First of all, you are not the same Kaylee anymore, I don't know what the Hell happened to the loving, caring girl that I knew but she has disappeared in a puff of weed smoke. I don't like it, not one bit! I know that girl is still there but you have to want to bring her out & it doesn't seem like you want her to.
Secondly, I am upset by all the lies you've told me & about me. It hurts so bad that you could lie so easily to me & I have not lied to you. I have been honest & forthcoming about a lot of things & some things I probably should not be with a sixteen year old. But that's who I am, that's who my mother was with me. I'm now finding it very difficult to believe anything you say & I hate that! I want to believe you but you've made it so hard.
Thirdly, I've finally been told that you hate me & that I don't care & that you wish I was gone one too many times now that I believe those things to be true. I believe you hate me even when you say you don't. I believe that you don't want me to care, so I've been trying not to. I believe that you want me gone so I leave. I don't like believing any of those things at all but, like I said, you can only hear something so many times before you believe it's true.
I don't want to continue living the way we have been & I understand that you'll be getting some medication to help you (by the way, I called it that you were depressed) but you need to lay off the other drugs cuz the prescriptions will NOT work if you continue to use the recreational shit. That shit messes with you like you won't believe. I mean, you've had a total personality change & I really do believe it's because of the drugs you're doing.
I really want my Kaylee back! I miss my beautiful, loving stepdaughter! I need her back...please bring her back to me...please..."

Then I attached these two pictures:


  1. I hope the message does the trick, or at least helps to make some improvements. Teenagers can be so tricky to handle :(

    On a separate note, I nominated you for a Liebster today!

    1. Teenagers are really something. Ugh. Her & I talked last night too so we shall see.

      What's a Liebster? I don't know what it is but I'm excited to be nominated for it!! :D

  2. I'm just catching up on your posts. This made me sad. I hope this reaches her, at least a little bit. It was genuine, straightforward, and from the heart, and you couldn't have expressed yourself more perfectly. Thinking of you.

    1. Thanks. Life has been pretty difficult at home lately. :(

  3. I hope this message improves things for you guys :(

    1. She's still acting up. We talked after I sent her this message but already 24 hours later, she was getting into trouble again. I'm just at a loss with her, I just don't know what to do anymore & it kills me! :(


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