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To Be Honest...


To be honest, I still have not forgiven Trouble for her latest antics & I'm finding it really hard to even be in the same room as her.  I don't know if me distancing myself from her is good or bad but I know that I am not ready to make nice.  She has really upset me with her stunts.  Plus, I'm upset with myself cuz I should have seen through her lies & known what she was up to.  She has made me feel like a failure & that everything her & I talked about was a complete lie.

Am I wrong to distance myself from her until I get my head on straight.  I mean, I've been through Hell & back & contemplating divorce & I don't like that one bit.  Part of me tells me to just hang on cuz she'll be done with school in a little over a year & half but that seems so far away especially when I don't ever know what I'm coming home to.  It's scary.  

The whole thing sucks & I just want things to be good.  I understand that teens can suck at times but she has gone over & beyond typical teenager crap.  Sigh.

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  1. I'm sorry things are so difficult :( Distancing yourself while you're so angry is probably the best idea.

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    1. Thanks. I'm just hopeful that things will get better real quicklike.

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