To be honest, I still have not forgiven Trouble for her latest antics & I'm finding it really hard to even be in the same room as her. I don't know if me distancing myself from her is good or bad but I know that I am not ready to make nice. She has really upset me with her stunts. Plus, I'm upset with myself cuz I should have seen through her lies & known what she was up to. She has made me feel like a failure & that everything her & I talked about was a complete lie.
Am I wrong to distance myself from her until I get my head on straight. I mean, I've been through Hell & back & contemplating divorce & I don't like that one bit. Part of me tells me to just hang on cuz she'll be done with school in a little over a year & half but that seems so far away especially when I don't ever know what I'm coming home to. It's scary.
The whole thing sucks & I just want things to be good. I understand that teens can suck at times but she has gone over & beyond typical teenager crap. Sigh.