Yup, pretty much. I wish I was in that canoe right now just a-canoeing away...however, I would be going in circles & not many cuz that's a whole lot of work & my arms would get tired real quicklike. Tee hee! Okay, gimme my car instead & I'll be outta here.
The hubby & I talked last night about Trouble coming home & it didn't go well. He was making excuses for her & saying that my expectations are too high. So, apparently, it's too much to ask for the following from a sixteen/almost seventeen year old:
~ C's or better in school.
~ Actually staying in class & not skipping.
~ Not breaking into people's homes or other criminal acts.
~ Not to smoke weed (I suppose that could be tied in above).
~ Get a job.
~ Not to beat up on one's younger sibling or stepparent.
~ Keeping the bedroom picked up.
~ Be respectful.
~ Not to post sexually explicit pictures on Instagram.
Yup, so that's just too much to ask of her. I told Paul that I have the same expectations for Sunshine. We went to bed angry with each other again...that seems to happen quite a bit lately. I really think that both he & Trouble are going to fall back into their old ways & nothing will get better especially after our conversation last night.
I would really like to know what I did to piss the universe off to give me this plate of crap to munch on. I'm so stressed & upset/pissed all the time. I keep thinking about what life would be like to be out on my own again. What I would need to go to be on my own again. It just sucks...it sucks so damn much & I don't know how much more I can take.