To be honest...being a stepparent sucks! I do all this stuff for BHS - get her signed up for dance, get her signed up for gymnastics, pay for all of her stuff for gymnastics, etc. But the second that I'm disrespected & am upset about it, run off to Dad or Mom about how mean & terrible I am. How is that fair?! It sucks. I've gone through all this stuff with Trouble & the thought of having to go through it again shakes me to my core. Ugh.
To be honest...not being on vacation sucks! I so badly just wanna take my book & go sit on the beach all by myself - no husband, no stepdaughters, nobody. Just me. I wanna soak up some UV rays & just relax. I don't think that's too much to ask for, is it? I did take the afternoon off on Friday to take BHS school clothes shopping but if she's going to continue to treat me the way she has been, we won't be doing that. So, I may have an afternoon to do something for myself! :)